"I'm so distracted, but everything's fine. I speak shine and I read signs.
Appreciate your opinion, but this dream's mine." -Atmosphere
I find myself looking for an answer, a sort of tangible entity, a concrete something... however, I am coming to realize that life is not so simple. I am surrounded by dream clouds and lightbulbs flashing above my head, but these hold little promise for the here and now. Absolute answers and future plans are just out of my reach. So I remain an unfinished puzzle, a thought bubble filled with unanswerable questions, fighting to break free from the image of life being purely destiny. The minute I am able to consider my spiraling journey into the unknown as the blossoming antithesis of a humdrum programmed life, I will begin to appreciate the chaos that occupies my mind. A great band, 311, once said "from chaos comes clarity," and this is what keeps me optimistic.
The battle, the fight, the tears, the confusion,
All forging together, creating a future nothing more than allusion.
But soon I hope to see the storm clouds clear,
witness the heavens open as God hands me my future, saying "here."
The fight will be over, my dreams realized,
I will be free to live on and love my life; I will reach the prize.
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